In the jumble of my restless thoughts, there’s this storm of anger that I can’t quite figure out. It’s like a wild sea inside me, and honestly, I’m feeling pretty lost and can’t seem to find a way out. I’m stuck in this loop of being mad at everything, and…

What many fail to grasp is the profound depth of my feelings My heart is like two open hands, offering all the love I possess When I extend my hands to yours, there’s a vulnerability that’s as delicate as porcelain It’s as though I’m susceptible to paper cuts, a thousand tiny wounds that make it challenging to reach out to many Sometimes it feels as if my heart is crucified, bleeding and burning like a never-ending marathon

A lot has changed and happened since I last wrote on here a year ago. I have learned to appreciate the calmness of taking care of myself. Last year, I felt like I lost touch with who I really am. A crucial lesson I learned was that my job should…

Have you not felt like yourself recently? Like you know who you are, but at the same time you wonder. It’s that deep wondering that makes you think. Are you stuck in life? Or is life moving on without you. It takes a lot to change. But can we change without hitting rock bottom.

Discipline is a ever changing process. Today I say “I’ll do it tomorrow” for a couple of things. Tomorrow, I will do the same. Getting back to yourself always feels like the first time. It humbles me that no matter how much I grow and change, that I still need to come back to me at times.

Sometimes I don’t feel brave. For a long time I didn’t write because I was scared. Trauma cuts like a deep knife. That knife plunges in you and leaves you bleeding. The blood pooling up next to you and there you are just sitting in it. At 25 years old…

The song “Coming of Age” by Foster the People is a song that describes what it is like to be tested as you mature. Well, I see ya standing there like a rabid dog And you got those crying eyes Makes me wanna surrender and wrap you in my arms …

Oceans are wide and vast But not as vast as the God that I serve Whenever I’ve thrown a line out My God has never left me empty handed Ideas that seem endless When confusion can begin to fall But there is clarity with you Lord Whenever I’ve thrown a line out My God has never left me alone

For sometime I have felt that I have weakened my relationship with God. I feel so distant to it that it seems like planets and galaxies away. Being far away from God it feels like I am slowly slipping away. However, I know that in having a relationship with God…